After hearing the second psychic telling me that my energy body was “very clear” and stopping to read my own energy in the mirror I decided something must be up. I was self deprecating for a long time, admitting to “having a dark side”. And, indeed, who doesn’t have one? But in retrospect I see I didn’t need to emphasise mine, because I wasn’t any darker than the average person – actually probably much less dark. The confusion came from my low self esteem and probably also my unusual presentation as I spiritual person. You see, I would brand myself as a lightworker who knows power.
A lightworker who knows power doesn’t look like this bullcrap fake lightworker which many people have gotten used to. Actually, we look rather different from what society considers normal . We don’t conform.
A lightworker who knows power sees through the lies and bullshit of society. So to start with, they don’t follow any rule whatsoever. Why would they? That’s society stuff. You can’t bring in light unless you’re separate from the darkness.
It doesn’t mean they sow discord. That’s a very different thing to not following rules. It means they follow their inner guide and not those of external agents. And rightly so; cause the only external agent that would have you follow them rather than your inner guide is not working within the light.
A lightworker who knows power doesn’t care to appear “light” unless they have a specific need to. And sometimes they appear less light than other lightworkers. Why? Because they don’t hide themselves or their emotions; they don’t pretend to be “perfect”; in fact lightworkers who know power reject external definitions of perfection anyway.
Listen up guys; there is no “should” or “should not” in the lightworkers’ realm. There is nothing you need to do to be perfect. There is nowhere you need to go.
You are LOVED. There is NOTHING you need to do to be loved, nothing! Do you think God thinks you are dirty or wrong for anything at all? Could God in his infinite perfection have created anything that was not loveable, not forgiveable?
Lightworkers, you don’t have to hide your perfection to be loveable*. And you most definitely don’t have to do that to be lightworkers. If you attract criticism for being anything that doesn’t fit into someone’s image of a lightworker….. FUCK ‘EM. And love them. 🙂 But, really, you know, fuck ’em. 🙂
*I’m not sure if that was a typo, but I’m leaving it as is.
Lightworker, if you have a dark side… good, it shows you are human. Let yourself have it. Transmute it if you like, but not because you are “supposed” to. Not because your negativity is “bad”. YOU ARE INFINITE LOVE. You cannot be “bad”!
I was inspired to write about lightworkers and power to make this point: do not fear negativity. Don’t give your power away to that bullcrap, lightworker.
Don’t be shamed for being negative. Don’t think you are bad for being negative. And don’t hide it and think you’re immaculate. Don’t think being immaculate makes you more loveable than the dirtiest, foulest hobo on the streets of New York. Cause God made you out of the same stuff as him, and you are both love whether either of you realise it or not.
A healthy way to take on negativity is to cleanse it when you can see that it is causing you damage. No more, no less. As you become more aware of yourself and your actions, you will naturally want to grow to become more capable of expressing your love and power in the world.
It’s not cause it makes you better. It’s cause it’s what you are. Love is what you are, and everything else is bullcrap. So you become aware of it, and you clean it out. In your own time. Knowing that your loveability has nothing to do with it.
It is higher vibration to have negativity and be honest about it than to have negativity and hide it. And you can only truly deal with negativity when you deal with it from a place of truth and you-ness, not a place of a rejection of you.
Lightworker, keep your power. Be as you are, and change not to satisfy the demands of others. The only person you have to satisfy is you. 🙂
I love you,
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