January 30, 2018

A Clean Break

So, lately I’ve been going through some internal growth that is even more intense than usual. As a result of this growth, I’ve begun to feel differently about this blog. It feels not “me” anymore, or not completely resonant with what I want to do. Until such time as I can feel it resonate 100% to continue writing here, I’m going to leave it as it is, and it’s quite likely I’ll just leave it […]
November 25, 2017

Feeling Divinity

I had a vision of what one might call Divinity. I’ve never felt very comfortable with the word God. It’s too associated with religion, and with absurd and horrible interpretations of what divinity could be. I’ve tried out different alternatives to this word, including the popular “The Universe”, but recently I settled on “Divinity”. I like “Divinity” because it is an uncountable noun, where “God” is a countable noun. If God can be counted, if […]
November 4, 2017

More Tips For Dealing With Suicidal Feelings

The usual disclaimer: if you think your life is in danger, get help. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. That said, I’ve been having some suicidal feelings recently and have taken the opportunity to work with them. I knew I was safe while doing this, firstly because the feelings were not as strong as they have been, and secondly even in my most intensely suicidal moments I’ve had the clarity that I […]
September 29, 2017

What A Relationship Is

A relationship is not an object, it is an experience. It cannot be held, gained or lost, just as you cannot hold a song. A song begins when it begins, and ends when it ends. It is valuable, but has no substance. It is made of moments. Related The Journey Of The Great Heart Warriors
August 17, 2017

I Experienced Enlightenment For An Hour On MDMA

About eight months ago, I took the drug MDMA and entered the state of enlightenment for one hour. It has taken me this long but I finally feel ready to write about it. Predictable fears come up. Some might think that I’m terribly arrogant or crazy to say that I’ve been enlightened, others might even more scarily not think that and look to me for spiritual guidance. There is danger for both student and teacher […]
June 25, 2017

My Experience With Slade Roberson’s The Money Shift

Some time ago, I started putting serious energy into manifesting money. (By manifest, I mean using metaphysical concepts to generate money in my life). Soon after, I found Slade Roberson’s “The Money Shift” and felt that it was what I needed to move forward. Backing up my intuitive feeling, I saw my synchronistic number three times in the sales pitch for the book. “The Money Shift” is a no-frills self help book that outlines a […]
June 18, 2017

Spiritual Parasites

I finally feel ready to write about what I call “spiritual parasites“, or what are more widely known as “Negative Attached Entities (NEAs)”. When I didn’t know what to call them I googled for “spiritual parasites”, so maybe by using this as my title I can help others find this information. Spiritual parasites or negative attached entities are spirits which lodge in your body or aura and attempt to feed off your energy. Many people […]
June 15, 2017

I Made OpenCola: A Slightly Updated Recipe

So for a slight change of pace here I’ll just go ahead and post a cola recipe. I decided to make my own cola because I’m a big fan of the drink, but want to avoid both phosphoric acid and caffeine. I noticed that cola with phosphoric acid has a bad effect on me: a slight discomfort in my stomach and a feeling of lowered mood, and I’ve suspected it has contributed to actual stomach […]
June 3, 2017

How To Not Think (Sort Of)

I’ve long been convinced about the value of Presence, a.k.a. mindfulness, and have worked to cultivate it in my life. Recently I had a breakthrough in my self work (which I may or may not write about in a future blog post, depending on inspiration) and I currently feel qualified to say a few things about the topic. In Presence and mindfulness teachings, as well as in some meditation teachings (which intend to cultivate mindfulness […]